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Sunday, March 21, 2010

Delta Living – Life unravels in Versions?


In the delineated lives of construct that we all have set in motion, an idea to ponder upon struck me this morning when I actually thought of the software tool that we use at work which has this amazing feature called ‘Resynchronize’, wherein the differences (Delta) from the previous version to the current version can be resynchronized to get the latest changes.

In arbitration of this feature, I wondered whether our lives reveals in itself as a ‘Delta Change’?  Are we delta living? In consensus to these questions there is one gap which needs to be filled and that is ‘Resynchronize’ feature wherein the changes in past can be synchronized to the present to savor the future. So this is the mathematical form of incorporating the changes and abide to “An interval of possible values (A sane thing one can do at that given point of time) for a given quantity (For the change infused in life) for instance across a sample (Sample being the Homo sapiens themselves)”

The chemistry involved in it is even more worth looking into, wherein analogy process would be “Neutralization. In chemistry, neutralization is a chemical reaction whereby an acid and a base react to form water and a salt. All the so called ‘Acidic Feelings’ like anger, fantasies, betrayal, infidelity, whining etc., react with (I consider only 1 major base) i.e., REALITY infuses calmness (Water) and spices up the life in its own way to render the change merge or purge in deep abyss of our memories.

And I think it’s true that life unravels in different versions for different people which can take its own pace to appear as a Delta which calls for the click of the option ‘Resynchronize’. 


~Shilpa 

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Cultured Hypocrite - Where is the Space for True Love?


“I may not become a rich guy or maybe a well learned personality but I am a better cultured man” this was the line which triggered series of my thought process for the day by one of computer service provider at work this morning.

And I would call a contradictory personality of what my dear friend mentioned above as someone who is ‘Cultured hypocrite’ who seems to have all the riches in the world and so called a “well learned” person but culturally a ‘Con Artist’. In exalt of modernism, sovereignty can take many possible ways like money, fame, search for individuality, etc. The list can go on so where is the space for true love then?

For a while, my thoughts creep into a dark zone of this thinking process wondering whether search for true love in one’s lifetime would ever come to an end!!! And the instantaneous answer my neurons gave was “NO”. I was amazed with the speed with which the brain cells could process such a huge question in such a short span J and throw the answer right to my conscious state that the answer is “NO”!!!

So when I started travelling with the quick fix answer given by the neurons eventually I felt that it might be true because a person under goes tremendous change in herself/himself over a life time (spanning anywhere before birth and after death too) and it is very important not to fall in love completely with the former because change is constant and you will soon have to take the road of falling in love with a new self once the change has played its magic in your life AGAIN!!!

With this reasoning given by my heart to the neuron quiz answer I was so much astonished to know the importance of falling/rising in love with someone whom we all await should enter our life i.e., a companion for life time. The dreams and intentions that we place as a request in this cosmos for that special one in our life seems to take many mysterious moments wherein encountering a wrong or maybe I would say a ‘Learning Relationship’ helps one to know that the worth of the right one in this quest. On the lighter note I call this as ‘Welcome to the world of Cultured Hypocrite’!!!

A so called ‘Polished Being’ who makes all the ideal promises like ‘you were the one whom I always wanted’ (As if nothing else in this whole world this being ever wanted in life), ‘you are the one who makes my heart beat’ (As if the heart wasn’t beating before, I wonder how blood circulation happened all this time thenJ), ‘I want our children to know how we both met on a beautiful sunny/winter day/night (Oh our children will just be waiting for this D-day in their life to know how they came into this worldJ) blah blah blah … and boom there is no sign of one more meet again EVER after all these ideal promises made for not just few days to come ahead but for LIFETIME (For heaven sake I really wonder how a road map of bed of roses can one picture when making such dreamy promises and never gets back to it as if nothing ever happened in past!!! )

Then comes the end of this weary moment wherein like ‘The moral of the story is’ kinds J a message is given that we are so much hypnotized in this urbane living that behind the mask to ‘Cultured Hypocrite’ which most of us wear in one form or the other in the society we live there is always a part in us no matter what beliefs we hold, which region of this world we come from, irrespective of the thoughts inculcated by our education and myths introduced my our subcritical conditioning of early bringing up we all crave for true love one way or the other. Maybe in the form of companion, friends, sisters, brothers, parents, strangers etc., any form of relationship that a human being can create when he/she is in the form of the brittle mantle called ‘Body’.

The experience that our souls carry in the journey of all the wrong relationships we get into will still have a secret message to be conveyed even beyond the space and time when our particle nature of the body blends with particles of the soil.

~Shilpa