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Sunday, May 23, 2010

Camaraderie with Clandestine Consign




In the hush and bush of this fast paced demanding world have we once stopped by not to rush? And slowly notice that we all have a secret garden in us where we take a stroll whenever the demand arises. To be a person no one has seen you as, to be a being no one has ever thought you would be and you don’t have to be answerable for being just you? 

It surprises me sometimes, when I think of the days where, everyone as a child surely would have had a secret place. Maybe as one’s book shelf, study table, mother’s purse, last pages of the work book, beneath the cot, amidst the toy bag, near the hinges of the doors, small corner in the garage, school bag, friend’s lunch bag etc., where all the little secrets were preserved and the places would be ‘Xtra Care Zone’ and oneself being the security guard to always be sure that your things are safe and sound wherever they are.

How quick can these little safe zones metaphor into real places, people, books, relationships and many more we get connected through in the journey of life. Where we considered that our little secrets would last forever as they did during childhood turns out to be something mysterious for us to figure out now as grown-ups.

There is always a place(maybe not be a physical space only) wherein you go with child like joy, radiance beaming in your eyes, enthusiasm as your footsteps,  laughter as food, curiosity as hunger and unconditional love as the take-away.

And when I thought about the places I meant places in real, suddenly I was in surprised state. A clandestine place can be someone you confide truly, some place wherein you dance to the joy for just being present there for a moment, a page in a book you read over and over again, a doodle on a paper which has your own unique language, a infinite symphony of the songs you love the most, a conversation you always wanted to have with your beloveds, etc.,

This secret garden person is what I call ‘The True U’ where one responds/reacts which natural instincts to emotions within and around. Unbiased by neural calculations, untouched by predefined conditioning and as fresh as morning dew.   I cannot see a reason why wouldn’t one not get surprised when he/she encounter’s a new being in them for just a short while. And potential happiness gathered in this congregate matches nothing that can be called measurable and countable for few moments until if not’s, what if’s? When would? Will it? all the permutation and combination of 6 W’s and 2 H’s pop-in as invisible cuffs to prison oneself as stereotypical body with muscles and no senses. With no senses I meant the basic instincts what each cell are born with peace, love, light, harmony and oneness. How magical can be this realm of reality called earth that we forget the true cell structure which is universal in all forms of living.

On and off we give this visage of ours many different secretive forms soulmate, friends, hobbies, book, songs, silence etc., which end up being cluster of clandestine places where everyone visits in this world just to experience true forms of one’s own seam. 

~Shilpa 

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Echelon of solace

When returning from work this evening drenched from the drizzle of H2O, sporadic gush of thoughts stroke the skin of my heart to leave me with void sensation to ponder upon – ‘Echelon of Solace’

How often have we questioned ourselves why people touch our lives the way they do? In prudent act to find an answer to this question, I realized there is just not 1 being involved in this act but different layers of one’s consciousness dancing to the rhythm of silent beats of our emotions subconsciously.

The seven different layers of aura: Etheric body(red), emotional body(orange), mental body(yellow), Astral body(green), causal body(blue), supra causal body(indigo) and transcendental body(violet) along with the 7 chakras will enable one to become more attuned to the corresponding vibration which resonates in the same dimension of vibratory rates.

Then I realized, not all of them whom we witness in our due course of life touch 1 or more and sometimes none of the layers of our evolution as a socialized and sometimes civilized mammals. Many of them may just slew through our etheric body (sometimes being the source of disturbance too like dark patches in our energy levels) but very few will take the adventurous path leading to the doors of light. Who will be our fellow travelers camouflaged in the earthly maze as our parents, siblings, hand few of trusted friends, a companion for life, children and any relationship which cannot be caged with the pre-defined rules of the physical world we all live in.

The fortitude of this mysterious convene leads us to learn and unlearn many pre-conditioned thoughts. Like parenting is not always what our parents are entrusted for lifetime but there comes are phase in life where children too have to parent their parents as the inner child in them needs this attention in the form it deserves. Likewise is the diversion in many other relationships we end up in.

Many a times in the search of someone or many ones, Who makes you feel the way that they make you feel, Who loves you and knows you the way they do, Who touches you and holds you quite like they do they transcend beyond the causal body to become your cosmic legion and help you climb the ladder of betterment and indefinable happiness without being judgmental of whoever you are. These are the souls with whom we embark the journey as transcendental bodies to a realm - a realm that has its own characteristic vibration and unique nature.

The relationships which touch this mode are energetic mirror of each other which acts as spark of oneness and gives you the feel of home. Orchestrated with all the silent music we play in others lives and similarly others playing in our lives we end up being a melody or a noise with power of ripple effect.

What is the echelon of solace one craves in life you never know until you really encounter one. So touch the layer of someone’s being where you find the right rhythm to dance and perfect color to paint to your life with even if it is etheric in nature it has the power of ripple effect. 

~Shilpa